I really don't like what's happening now.
I fell sick again. & this is worrying. I am so troubled because I do not know the underlying cause & this is making me real cranky. I just want to shut myself away from the outside world.
Everything just pisses me off. I am now running a fever and having some throat issues. Why must my maid serve me like hot water and super hot soup? Why did she cook all the fried food knowing that a sick person should have blander foods?
Why is she forcing me to eat when I do not have the appetite. I just hope everybody can disappear from my sight now. I do not wish to reply because I'm pretty sure nothing good is gonna come out. So I remained silent even though a question is directed at me.
I am not even a bit excited for my holiday. I never was. Ever since he appeared & disappeared, I have never been truly happy before.
I need some liberation.
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